Do you ever just feel suicidal?

I've felt this way countless times. But, it is not your only option. Suicide is a sin, anyway. God granted you a life. He knows when to take it away. There are still plans for you here on earth. When we're put in situations like this, it helps us grow. We become better people because of it. More experienced people. You have a chance to better yourself everyday and the lives you are entrusted with. You're so young, there is so much joy you have to experience that you don't even know about. Everyone makes mistakes, everyone screws up. Don't live in the past: learn from it. You said you're guilty and regret your descions? God has already forgiven you<3